this is something that came up lately, in our ‘controversial’ upload of one of eric dubai’s interviews on facebook. someone asked in the end how come the earth could be flat if everything else in our micro- and macro-cosmoses would give us the impression that it is round and circling around a central nucleus … ?

my answer was that from what i can see, if you take the firmament as the boundary of the earth (as the ancients did, apparently, they envisaged and conceptualised earth as this entity wobbling around its precessional axis at a rate of about 28,000 years), and if you were able to escape this, our present, dimension and look at it from the ‘outside’, you’d see earth as a sphere, wouldn’t you, like we do with all the other planets. and so the other planets, likewise, have dimensional worlds inside them which we aren’t able to see with our flesh eyes (eyes that freeze frame molecules, our familiar dimensional particles, to render for us the hologram that we perceive as our physical reality). these worlds might then be connected with even smaller and bigger and further away worlds and universes and that’s why some traditions have spoken of the planets being ‘stargates’ while others called them ‘gods’ worlds’.

so here is where the system of the caballah links up with the system of astrology since times immemorial.

some in the christian community and truth research community say that the cabal(lah) is the black magical tool of the sorcerers running the present political / religious show here. i do believe that they have a point and may well be right about it. the claims about the ‘cabal’ using this tool to have manufactured modern warped sciences and cosmologies do make a lot of sense. and so does the revelation of the 11th hidden node that lies centrally underneath the top node and that is accessed, under great dangers, by the sorcerers’ apprentices, as a short cut to the very ‘top’.

and then there’s obviously always the snake that you see winding through this ‘tree of life’ that is said to represent the caballah. supposedly showing you ‘the way’. wtf.

now, some say it’s a jewish thing, but i’d say it’s much much older and comes from way before the flood, like the i ching in china, or the swastika symbol from buddhism or the taichi / yinyang symbol from daoism – or the hexagram, for that matter, which also isn’t jewish at all.

the thing with religion and politics or any institutionalized form and grouping, is that inevitably the frailty of human hearts are behind them and over time, even though they might’ve started with good intentions, lust for power and foreign entities feigning to provide these powers, will have corrupted and distorted even the good things that were originally there.

so i feel this fascinating diagram needs to be looked at in a completely new and fresh way.

i came to find myself using it while working with the ‘cybernetic’ model of planetary energies taught by german astrologer michael roscher. it somehow increasingly made sense to combine this model of plus and minus balancing forces with the other model of a german astrologer, hermann mayer, who connected psychologist alfred adler’s model of repressed and compensating personality traits with traditional astrological planetary traits.

over time, an elaborate systemic working model became apparent that would balance the entire three realms (heaven, earth and the underworld) with all its intrinsic tensions and frictional forces to become a solid and stable environment that allows no ‘going astray’ anymore, but only steady and straight upwards growth within. not only would it shift the paradigm of astrology of there being ‘good’ and ‘bad planets, or ‘good’ and ‘bad’ charts, it would also harmonize all the divine principles of the three realms, all the 12 signs and planetary expressions that there are, and it would also harmonize all of this with the higher laws, the laws outside of the three realms that would have been passed down to us through the kernels of all the major religions.

all that was needed was this:

– correct MARS to be upright, not bent.
– integrate CHIRON as an equal force into the system.
– integrate LILITH as an equal force and have it ‘rule’ non-animal goddess LIBRA.

of course, who am i to change the sacred ‘tree of life’ of the caballah and claim to have unearthed the essence of western astrology and have the confidence to change one of the highest spiritual paradigms that is being worked with on the ‘small worldly paths’ that comprises most of the ‘hidden’ teachings that are not buddha and dao high level true human body cultivations? so i’m not expecting anyone to ‘buy into’ this model just by the virtue of it making complete sense.

and that’s also as far as i can see how heaven arranged it to be. who would give honour to the peer when the preposterous and arrogant who appear all so big and powerful will provide you with all the ‘food that you need’.

it can only be understood in the context of falun dafa persecution.

who is the party mother feeding you each and every day?

who are the ‘parent role players’ – payrolled and brainwashed to headslap, deceive and persecute you?

and who, after all is said and done, are your real friends and neighbours?

london, spring 2019


what does it mean to be a ‘holocaust denier’? let me answer this really funny question someone put forward on facebook the other day in the mature and level-headed, soft-spoken way that I imagine a rabbi would:

i’ll open my answer move in the unfailing socrates way. what do they / you mean by ‘holocaust’? what do you / they mean by ‘denier’?

holocaust means ‘burning a sacrificial animal alive’, according to traditional scripture, doesn’t it, so if this term is used in connection with the deportation of people into forced labour camps, whether by the hundreds of thousands or by the millions, and the subsequent execution of these victims (whether all, most or some of them) then I can’t see what ‘holocaust’ has anything to do with the topic. the term with its biblical overtone from what I understand would make more sense applied to the things to come for ‘herded’ mankind, (or for the duped and ‘scapegoted’ mankind at least), things that the bible describes as ‘consumed by eternal fire at the end of days’. they walk in there alive and ‘willingly’.

so as far as i’m concerned, the term used in public at the time of the catastrophy of hoarding off ‘unwanted citizens’ (intellectuals, pagans, astrologers, jews, gypsies, upright thinkers, system critics, etc) of hitler’s fascist brownshirted mickey-mouse regime into soviet style ‘gulags’ (although they were apparently somewhat less evil than the soviet ones) was the also biblical term ‘pogrom’. pogrom means genocide, doesn’t it?

now genocide, as the scholar knows, is the necessary ancient method of attaining power for the future to come according to thousands of years old lawbooks for power (sun tsun, …). no emotions come into play here. it’s simply a law that was followed through in history each and every time. if you want to change the rules, change the game, and bring your subjects over to your side, you have to kill everyone connected to the truth of passed-down tradition, everyone who knows what you’re really up to. everyone who could possibly get in your way. there’ve been book burnings of all available traditional scholarship and death penalty on ownership of these material thosands of years ago in china. the law goes so far as to no only kill all ‘dissidents’ but all of their family too and everyone who ever listened or sympathized to those ‘dangerous’ views. stalin was pretty harsh killing all of his former friends as soon as he came to power. mao was probably the most ardent power player of all, though, killing 100 million of his own people during peace times, only to come to power and then changed official history and killed the remaining rest of cultural heritage in order to thoroughly stay there. in this light, the hitler geezer was probably puny. the story goes round that the soviet intelligentsia was deported to gulags, then fed to the pigs and the pigs were then brought back to the ‘believing followers’ who feasted on them. who was behind the soviet revolution and then the ddr and ussr government lurking as shadows? you do your homework. it’s certainly not safe to speak about this in the world that we live now.

yet despite all of this, and regardless of fema concentration / deportation camps built all over america and secret underground cities and government compounds dug everywhere in the world – has any regime in history ever resorted to anything as evil as live organ harvesting? romans were brutally slaughtering both christians and jews, and obviously all other ‘dissidents’ or simply sympathizers and families of the last murdered rulers – and the follow-up empire of roman-catholics certainly let their imaginations run wild in their witch hunts and torture chambers, but all their utterly depraved imaginations never took such dark turns as to cut out organs of healthy falun gong practitioners while they’re still alive and plant them into the pious party member next door whose crooked belief was certainly the main reasons to make his body sick in the first place …

thought you have seen the face of the ‘devil’?

now as to ‘denial’. some bank guy once told me, “all the people who max out their credit cards simply live in denial”. so for me, the word denial actually can be equalled to ignorance. and ignorance, what is ignorance? maybe the opposite / dialectic meaning of the word sheds light. the more or less opposite meaning of the word, I think, is ‘truth seeker’, or in other words the pursuer of knowledge that would allow them to transcend their being to a better and more enobled plane within the universe.

which brings us to the topic of what dictatorships really and truly want. they want to call the shots over mortal man, rather than they themselves deciding about what’s good and bad for their moral, spiritual and cohabital improval of their experienced ‘reality’. that’s why the first thing to make sure is to insert themselves into our belief systems and repackage / re-brand our understanding of ‘nature’. everyone who holds true ancient knowledge about history, nature and the cosmos must be eliminated first when attaining power (and if they’re really dead serious about it – everything associated with these ‘security threats’), in order to build up a construct of lies to reshape their envisaged warped future. and this is the main reason, from what I can see, why the jews have repeatedly been persecuted by ‘political bastards’ (as were likewise all other cultivators who didn’t bend over for their new preposterous wannabe masters, like wiccas, shamans, elders, philosophers, etc). that some of them were engaged in weird black magical practices and therefore expelled from certain countries was just another factor (a factor of ‘protection’ within a country that always still remained in force amidst a balance of goodness and evil) but the main factor, in my view, was that the ‘officially’ rolled-out belief structure of most governments was (from behind and underneath, so to speak) undermined by their unwavering faith in tradition and scripture. so-labelled ‘witches’ in the so-labelled ‘dark ages’ (and all the elders and priesthoods of any conquered land) were equally wise men and women who simply didn’t ‘buy the shit’ (official version of ‘reality’). maybe some of them did kiss the devil’s arse. but i’m positive the majority of them didn’t. all people with true knowledge of nature and any of the archivers of true tradition were thus inevitably at the forefront of segregation, scapegoating and persecution – and to be put to death via genocidal raids and ventures.

so to make it clear here and henceforth. I sympathize with the jews and deeply respect them for the main reason that they only regard the lord of heaven as their true master. no other worldly master will ever be able to tell them what they should ultimately be thinking and doing with their lives …

if all men and women would be that way, politics would disappear like a ridiculous miracle but what instead would come to the fore, is the dark reality of the ‘struggle for relevance’ between each and every person, something that the gods who arranged all of our history up to this very point certainly can only laugh about and that opens up an entirely new paradigm of reality that equally holds within the potential danger of complete destruction.

yet this time, at this turn of historically arranged reality-unfoldment, the destruction is entirely self-inflicted. the grand universal law of free will and fundamental freedom of belief has never been tampered with by any however malevolent and powerful divine entity. if on a scientific multidinensional level, everyone creates their very own reality (or little universe), then where do you go, if what you create for yourself is not in tune with the law that is actually governing the unfathomable intricacies of a universe around (above and below) you – not to mention the possibility of a ‘new unverse’ / new universal aeon? doesn’t free will only mean that while enmeshed and ensnared by worldy delusion and chaos, only what your heart, ultimately and fundamentally, truly desires really matters in the end? really has a ‘core existential’ impact?

so then, if we are truly free to choose what we truly want within a divine cosmic framework, what does it mean to be doing ‘the right thing’?

well, i’d humbly suggest – all you experts and scholars and people of renown who’ve lost their innocence and humility through climbing the worldy ladder: maybe you should acknowledge, rather sooner than later, that you’ve been outwitted by forces, also human forces, that are simply smarter than you. the only thing is that they remained shrouded in darkness, not craving the limelight of worldy renown and attention, and thus will not have revealed this to you.

the checkerboard of the chess game is the symbolic ground that the masons walk on. mastering the middle path between blackness and whiteness is a challenge that the daoists conceptualise with their famous ‘yin-yang’ symbol / logos.

one chess expert once explained to me that white, having the advantage of the first move, is always the winner – unless it makes some sort of ‘mistake’ (position in relation to material). that’s why the real pros need to play tournaments, constantly changing their sides to determine who’s the stronger.

it would be a funny thing, wouldn’t it, if one were to play a game and let black do their opening move first.

I can’t help but wonder what the world would be like in such case :)

london, spring 2019


the matrix booklet is now also available for portable readers on amazon. very exciting. i’ve never found myself having come up with a product that would’ve caused such defense mechanisms in people. but i just love the cute little thing and very much enjoyed re-editing over its details.

looking at it with a bit of the distance that comes with time (i started working on it back in 2004), the underlying content is, i suppose, fairly devastating to all those living in complete denial. as my poet friend paul said the other day, “all the ugliness and ignorance in this world can be brought down to child abuse, really. everything else are just the glittering sparkles on the surface of a lake.”

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it’s £ 1 £/ $/ € (plus vat, strangely enough for ebooks!) depending on where you live. i’ve also used this opportunity to experiment a bit with pricing policies. generally i feel that books shall keep their value, preferrably increase them (they do, as abebooks and some of the specialised vintage market-stalls run by true ‘gnostics’ prove). the tendency to inflate them with ridiculous print runs and distribution and marketing frenzies obviously can’t do justice to the true value of knowledge and wisdom. with ebooks, the situation changes only insofar as there are no print and dsitribution costs but the value of information still stays the same. so to stay about 20 – 50 % below the hardcopy sales price makes a lot of sense to me.

on the other hand, some products are just special and perhaps can be easily priced rather metaphorically in such an electronic environment. that’s why i’ve chosen the 1 ‘unit’ option for now. let’s see …


london, 31st may 2011